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Hidden from the Light

Step out of the Darkness

Created on 2004-09-21 21:34:09 (#4609109), last updated 2006-01-30

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Name:	Candace
Birthdate:	08-15
Location:	North Carolina, United States
Website:	My GJ

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"Time Will Change Your Heart", Blindside: [...] With big guns and big ambitions / Never ending arguments / when your ammunitions is spent / With big guns you load and shoot me down / With all those pretty words you thought out / Ready to recent Sometimes I make sense and sometimes I don't, more often than not, and I like to use big words to sound intelligent. I’m a dreamer and a lover, a heartache and a power, a friend and a loser, a riddle, and a book. I’m a pessimist the same as I am an optimist. I am everything you know you want to be. Selfish is it? Im anything but selfish, just living off of the words others give to me. I’m a free form figure and a parasite all at once. Im honest and brutal, but the kindest person. I’m a complicated structure that isn’t hard to figure out. Even easier is getting me to trust you and to love you. All the while I’m simple minded at the same time, easily amused, I love to dance and sing, and do it all as if no ones watching, even if im in the middle of a crowd. I’m an open book to my lover. And each and every day hes reading a little bit more that keeps him on the edge of his seat as I add a little more to my story. This open book, as easy as it is to read and as easy as it is for me to love you, I love few and those that are far between. Friendship and love come from the places least expected, I’ve learned that. I’m a vibrant person while all the time wanting things made clear to me, a simple black and white meaning is all I want from you and from life. it’s the simple things that are most beautiful. But, have you noticed no one tends to look? We’re always searching for something more, rushing, we cant take a moment and understand. I hate change yet I accept it and use it as a way to grow towards brighter things. I’ve missed my childhood and yet I’m managing to make up for it every day as I grow a bit older. I’ve found love and I am graciously accepting it though it was always surrounding me. I love the rain and lightening, the water and sparks represent so much passion I wish I could be apart of the magic. I want more time, I wish I understood the mind and I wish I understood people, and one day I will. But before that I must find myself, who am I? I have yet to find myself, but with my friends and lovers, I am most willing to search for my inner meaning of self purpose. I hide my emotions and myself from the world, and yet my emotions are let lose and free for all who care to look to see. I'm capricious and yet I over analyze things to the most slight detail. I am the essence of your innermost dream I hope time will change your heart / I'll be coming against words / With something inside of me / Time will change your heart/ I will be waiting at the doorstop of love / The doors wide open for you to see... [x] Source: divine_designs / LJ Layouts Info designed by: aucune_gloire

Death whispered a Lullaby

Under the fog there are shadows moving.
Dont be afraid. hold my hand.
Into the dark there are eyelids closing.
buried alive in the shifting sands.

Sleep my child.

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